INV paper was easy .
but im goin to fail this paper .
i didnt have time to finish the paper .
again ??!! i questioned myself once more .
and guess what, is 30 over marks .

friends was asking, "how abt the remaining 70% ?"
i can be very frank, due to my carelessness, i dont even know whether i can get at least 20% out of the 70% .
the possibility of passing is equivilent to zero .

im really feeling very sad .
all the effort and hard work had gone to waste .
is it because i didnt work hard enuff ?
or my mind wasnt thinking straight due to lack of sleep ?
or studies is jus not meant for stupid pple like me ?

both ER and INV was a bonkers .
i know i definitely have to re-module INV, ER maybe .
im not being pessimistic, jus wanna be truthful to myself .
but now, i know i still gotta work hard for PM &OT.
im goin to put all these negatives thought aside .
have a good rest aftermath is the time to strive for better results.

night everyone .

ER paper was a disappointment !
im glad that the tips that mr chia gave us came out .
but 2hrs for 4 short essays is really not enuff .
i couldnt finished my last question .
out of the 4 questions i attempted ,
im only confident of my 2 answers .
the question on HRM i totally flunk it !
i misinterpreted the question .
im so stupid for not writing down the 2 most impt HRM models !!
im really so disappointed in myself !
i doubt i can get DI for ER le.

&now, i really don have the mood to study for my inv module whereby the paper is tml.
my mind is full of ER paper .
i know i gotta let it go and score well for the rest of the papers
but i feeling dammit anguish !
arggghhh !!

slept at 2.24am .
woke up at 5.10am .
the stress level in me is increasing as exam is getting nearer .
got back all my assignments' results except for inv grp report .
kidda disappointed in some as i know i can fare much better than that .&for the first time, im going to take 3 papers within a week .

ER - 29th
INV - 30th
PM - 2nd
OT - 7th

its really killing me .
i need to work even harder .

God, bless me with strength &wisdom .
Amen .

To Mr KC,



By 王力宏 &張靚穎 - 另一個天堂
你取代 前一秒我生命的空白
問題忽然找到答案
不用解釋也明白

你的微笑 是一個暗號
我能解讀 那多美好
夢想不大 想永遠停在 這一秒

你為我的世界 重新彩繪

是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中的更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
另一個夢想 有無限的快樂

相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線

因為你而存在 這一個天堂
只想陪在你身邊

我等待 下一刻再相遇的精彩
每天每天 越來越愛
邏輯就這麼簡單

是你轉到 同一個頻道
定位我的 幸福座標
我多渺小 能深愛著你 最重要

想把妳的明天 仔細翻閱

是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
另一個夢想 有無限的快樂

相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線

是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
每一個夢想 有無限的快樂

相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線

因為你而存在 這一個天堂
我只想陪在你身邊

this video is so touching !
it really inspired and taught me to cherish my love .
how i wish i have a beautifully imperfect relationship with him .
love is not in the air for the both of us these past few weeks .
but i know we can work thru all hurdles tog, hand in hand for a brighter future .
&im sorry for what i'd done and said in the past .
i promise i'll cherish and love you in a much better way .

Mr KC,
i <3 you loads.

how i wish time can turn back.
how i wish i didnt said all those stuffs to hurt you.
how i wish we're still feeling love for each other.
how i wish. . . .

happiness is short lived.
i finally understand this statement, with my heart.