im going crazyyyyy over!!. . OMG

this movie is drving me real insane!!
i jus cant get dem out of my head!
im soooooooo in love with dem!
the way they dance really make me ga-ga-over dem!
they are so incredible, humorous and smart.
oh my. im dying.

my fav! dammit fat and cute. i love his facial expression most!!!








how i wish i can possess Theodore!!!

RESULTS!!

gotten my results ytd.
i muz say im quite contended le.
esp my OB. i was breathless with astonishment.
i stared at the screen in great surprise and cried.
ahMa called me countless time dat day asking regarding my results.
cuz i told her if i failed this time round, i might want to give up.
hence i immediately called her and dad to tell dem the good news!

from the screen shot, you can see i scored 50marks for my acct.
at first i was kidda gloomy, but after pondered for a moment i realised i did well for the final exam cuz i failed my 20%class test.
Shereen told me Cin and her also got a pass whereas some of my babes failed. in fact quite of handful of studs failed.
i was kidda shock cuz my babes got either a pass or a dist in the class test so at the moment, i dunno sld i msg dem?

cuz if im in their shoes, i may want to be alone, &hope nobody msg/call me to ask abt my result and console me. cuz no matter how they console me, the fact is i failed.

now, hopefully they will moderate the acct paper. &gals, don give up! JIA YOU =D

it is so disheartening to see the 5 dragon boat enthusiasts died in the race in Cambodia. it suppose to be a joyous event isn't it?
out of sudden, i can only think of one word to describe this world, &that is fearful. .
there seem to have many natural disasters (i reckon there is more to come) happened ard us, &my question is why these pple are choose to pay for the price &to died in vain?

i believe everyone out there know God chose Jesus to died for us on the Cross to pay the price of our sin. but wait, are these pple chosen again to pay for our sin as well?
i know i do sound abstract over here, but im severely traumatised when i heard abt this news cuz im d most emo creature on this earth.

what if one day i realised i jus lost a good friend or my loved one, or i jus left w/o seeing dem the last time or saying my last word to my beloved.
seriously if you ask me what is my reaction, all i can say is i really cant tk the blow though everyone have to go thru death.

however deep down, i believe God has his reasons for making all these happen.
well i know some of you are fellow christians but im not judging GOD, jus wanna spell out how i felt.

"I am a leader and I hope to set a positive example for young people to have the courage to achieve their dream." ~by Mr Rueben Kee.

may all the families members and friends of the 5 National dragon boaters will have the strength and courage to move on regardless of what circumstanses they are facing now or in the future. GOD BLESS.

well exam is officially ended.
i sld spelled -H-U-R-R-A-Y-!!
instead, i felt uneasy.
d OB exam was a disaster!
2hrs to write 2essays (20marks each) are definitely not enough!
i didnt manage to finish my second essay.
im so upset &worried!
i dont deny i was shivering during the exam.
d stress &tension i experienced during dat 2hrs is killing me.
perhaps i gave myself too much pressure.
i so hate myself for behaving lidat. but i really cant help it.
i cant afford to fail.
i cant afford to see my efforts gone to waste.
d only thing i can help myself now is to stop thinking abt it.
i wanna thx my sim babes for being so encouraging towards one another, thx my ah ma who boiled 3bowls of bird nest for me (whoa! in a week!) and my babyy who often accompany me and gave me strength. love ya!!
now,im so anticipate towards the date 05Dec where my exam results will be released.
GOD, pls don let me lose faith in myself.

last day of 1st sem (edited by shereen)

im left with 3more days to OB exam.
as the date get nearer, my mind starts to erect a state of confusion and anxiety.
im not sure am i fully prepare for this exam, but i know some people around me is kidda worry that im goin overboard with the way i study.
i tried to relax myself like watching Game Plan on thursday night with babyy and gang. the show is good, hilarious and definitely makes me cheer up alot. Dwayne the Rock is such a good actor. &he is yummy!



when i reached home, i saw 2bowls of bird nest on the dining tbl. one for me and the other bowl for babyy. ah ma knows that i did not eat anything that day cuz i lost my appetite lately. Hence she buys me chicken essence and boils bird nest for me so i only had bird nest that day.







after baby left, instead of preparing to bed, i start taking out the notes &textbook and study till 5am.
i reckon the stress in me threaten my self-esteem that makes me behave in this manner.

i met up with my sim babes the next day for revision.
in the late evening, we went to have desert!













i wanna tk a nap when i reached home. but the moment i closed my eyes, i saw many words appearing before me. i opened my eyes and finally broke down into tears.
the devil in me asked me to give up and stop pushing myself so hard.
but i really cant.
i promised my dad i will extremely hard to get good grades for him.
but im so scare that i will fail him.

feelin very dreadful right now.
slept at 6 in the morning.
but woke up like 9.15am. .
simply cant sleep.
d stress in me is making me go crazy any moment.
OB - i gotta study like 17chapters of theories. oh my!
i've been muggin since ytd 6pm, however i only manage to study like 2chapters only!
the amt of things to understand, memorise and how to apply these theories definitely is a killer!
im glad i still have 6more days.
hopefully org culture and org change will be one of the three questions &i'll be super happy la!
moving on to conflict and leadership.
Traget: to finish studying at 2pm.
babe, you definitely need to move on faster.

allowing myself to relax for one day
babyy and i went to watch Superbad on tues.
the initial plan was to get a good laugh, but it turns out to be a disaster!
it is an utterly sucks show!
&best, i was almost scare to death by a caucasian old man.
he was sitting behind babyy, &he was alone.
i didnt realised someone was sitting behind.
as the movie was getting more boring, i started to lose gaze on it &i heard sound like someone crushing the plastic bag.
when i turned behind, i saw the old man looking at me and his hand(which is inside the transparent plasctic bag) was at his private part!
this show had some sexual scenes e.g. one the gal was on top of this guy, topless but with bra said: "oh, im so wet, im gonna give you the best bj. ." and throughout the movie, these words penis, virginal, bj kept repeating. aw, jus a stupid show anyway.
ok back to the old guy.
moreover the old man wore a hat and a coat. wahlau! he dressed like a psychotic murderer or a flasher lo!
i immediately turned back &i seriously felt my heart thumping really hard.
babyy sensed it &asked me wat happened &i whispered to him, and again i saw the old man head beside babyy!
OMG! very freaky isnt it!
GROSS! i saw pple masturbating in the bus before &this is my first encounter in a movie cinema. im glad i didnt manage to see anything disgusting.

oh btw, my stat probably wont get a HD anymore.
i was late 10min for my stat paper, my mind went blank during the first 15mins.
i calm myself down and start doing all the questions.
i was super confidently when i came out of d exam hall, aftermath I realised my estimated interval ans was all wrong (based on my memory)! jus because of the critical values(sld be 2tails instead of 1tail), &i guess 20marks jus flew away.
maybe im being paranoid.

a random peek took from my webcam.
see my eyebag! i gonna tk a gd rest &enjoy myself after the exam!

a/c paper was a killer!
so much theories &intepretation of case studies e.g ratios analysis.
shereen &mel felt dat we learnt more from revising on our own den attending the lect.
_ _ _ _ _ is lousy!

i gt a hunch.
im really worried.
all of us came out and ask one another
"is there a sub-paper?"

NO NO NO!!
im not goin to think anymore.
gonna work harder for the next paper.
Stat. my only hope out of d 3

Acct paper is on this coming thurs le.
&im still so lack behind!
alicia!! FOCUS FOCUS!!
5more days. . to 25-10-07

suppose to meet CO75 today for Kian's 21st.
but im realli so sorry for putting areoplane.
so much thingy to study.
hope you guys wil understand ya.

I bought the lastest limited edition crumpler for babyy. I owned him our 1yr ani present. He was totally baffled when i said i getting that for him!



i choose de! nice? though it cost over $200 bucks but its all worth it to see him smile. cuz i seldom buy thing for him de, instead im d lucky one who always get small ili gifts from him.



us.

utterly disappointed!!
OB individual and grp report is out.
got a PA(pass) for my essay. *expected*
BUT!
how on earth our grp report got an PA too!
PISSED is d word to descibe my feeling when Shereen msg me.
we spent alot of time and effort in this report.
&our hard work is not paid off?
account result is out too. . .i failed.
*sob*, it my fault for focusin too much on stat.
d gals went huuh!! you failed??
cuz my not-counted-class-test got a 9/10.
well~ im not bother by the class test result.
on a lighter note. I finished studyin my stat.
tml onwards will be account revision =)
i noe i can do better during my exam.

Hey! check this out~ my new addiction =)
T70: 8.1 megapixels

isnt it lovely.

i know i leaving my blog to rot for mths le.
im so super busy !!
school is fun so far.
im glad to have Shereen, Cindee, Melissa, Angeline and LeeHwee participating in my sim days! they are such a sweet and funny bunch of babes!
exam is coming hence i've being mugging since last week.
I got HD(high Dist) for my statistics test hence I need to work even harder to score an HD for the stat exam. &guess what! Im super confident.
As for account and organisation behaviour, if i score a 'pass; I'll be super contented!
guys gonna wish me luck!

im glad you have found him. deep down, i feel happy for you.
however our friendship have distanced.
does i give you this kind of feelin b4 when i get tog wid gz?
if yes, im really sorry.

it hurts when i sms you yet i didnt receive any reply from you.
it hurts me when i don get to hear anything from you anymore.
it hurts when i try so hard to reach you but you seem to push me even further.
it hurts when i feelin down and wants to tok to you but you didnt pick up my calls.

i miss your laughter.
i miss your clumsiness.
i miss our gal night.
i miss our craziness.
i miss our memories.

i miss you gal.

Babyyyy, Happy 22th
Bday !!

}BLASTING

Monica-AngelOfMine

lyrics
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of mine

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine

Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine

What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showed me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)

I never knew I could feel each moment
As if it were new,
Every breath that I take, the love that we make
I only share it with you (you, you, you,you)
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find
Angel of Mine

You came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)
When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed me love, uh huh)
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (But boy your right on time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)

How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow

I look at you lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time
Angel of Mine
.
.
.

You r. . . d Angle in my ♥

*screams* babyyyy passed his TP le! im so so so happy for him can! yea i got free chauffeur le! now i can eat tau huay anytime le hor babyyy hehehe

well done babe!

im leaving in 4hrs time to genting le &guess wat, i only slept like 4hrs for these 2days as insomia overrule my body &mind since i came back from taiwan. d day before i slept at 11pm and gosh noe wat, i woke up at 1.45am feelin super energetic. d history repeated ytd when i try to slp at 10pm &haa, i woke up at 11.30pm. d feelin is dammit terrible cuz i tot i been slping for very long.

&now, i seating in front of the com bloggin, play game and d guys are waiting for the soccer game to kick off. how wonderful my life can be man. hopefully i can slept thru my way in the coach later. i seriously need some beauty slp.

hi pple! im backkk~~ taiwan trip was great! esp when i wid my 3babes. they super love this phrase; 滑落在台北. it is a long story, all started from one of d air stewardess. LOLs. 好烂neh. we went to many places, shilin night market, wu fen pu, shi ming da dao, xi men ding, wen quan, taipei zoo, historical museum &long shan shi temple.

actually 6days is realli not enuff, but to mii d trip is quite fruitful le. bought many stuffs &get to noe some acquaintances over there. i muz admit during d trip there is some unwanted feelin burying in my stomach, but i noe i cant bring myself to speak up.

nonetheless i still wanna thx my babes, leyang uncle &xiaolin uncle families member for bringing us around to eat yummlicious goodies, pao wen quan and fetching us to &fro to the airport.

will blog again once i came back from genting! =) compare d clouds =) like d sky colour too.

singapore~


taiwan~preeetty

PS: Babyy goin for his TP later. 加油 加油 加油 my boy! whatever d outcome is, 不可以失去信心, 你行的!!

*hurray* im flying off to taiwan tml afternoon le. i tot im d most cranky anxious person over this trip but guess wat, it my beloved ah ma. she told mii not to leave passport in d hotel provided there is safebox in d room laa, not to bring all d cash along wid mii when out to shopping, so if i happen to lose my pouch or kanna rob, i still have money &etc.

i noe she realli meant well. hee, well it d first time i go over to a far away country w/o dem. my daddy &ah ma asked mii to call dem every night.

ah ma even said: "if guozhong got go, im more fang xin."

okie i noe im a clumsy ass, even cheryl offers to help mii keep my passport. but i muz learn to be more independent and less clumsy &forgetful in d future mahz.

oh yea, it been a kidda busy week for mii. caught 3movies in a row; The Messager, Hearty Paw &TMNT. All d movies r great! when i come back from taiwan i wanna watch Music &Lyrics. yea babyy promises mii.

oh yup, another thing im overwhelmed at is i goin to genting wid babyy &gang from 3rd-6th apr. it realli a long holiday for mii. aftermath all these crazy fun days, i muz get back to serious work; earning big bucks! i working for ocbc as a credit card promoter &so coincidence is d credit card im promoting r d one i handled during my internship. LOLs. everything kidda smooth for mii except some personal stuff still haven resolves.

k guys, i realli gotta get going le, off for mj &tau huay le! MUCKZZ~

well pple, bless mii &don miss mii okie! =) will be back on d 30th!

went to watch Stomp The Yard last sat. OH MY! It rockz can!! their moves is unbelievable! i gonna buy d dvd man!

Click here-D Final Battle Part 1


Click here-D Final Battle Part 2

though suicide is not the solution to everything but it the fastest way to end the burden.

dont u tink so?

my weekend was a fruitful one.

i jus came back from cafe del mar wid lingz, so qiao i saw nise w her fren chill out over there &qiuying working. it been a long time since we see each other, LOLs she say she miss mii mah. a well spent day w her! peeks will upload once she send mii d peeks.

before i went out w her, i had mj session wid babyy's relatives in d afternoon &aftermath went home cuz my family &relatives gathered at ah ma hse for dinner as ytd is d last day of cny le. we had sharkfins, crabs, steamboats &manu goodies. we end d night wid LAO HEI. hee i likee~


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ytd i went to attend baoling's wedding (babyy's cousin). i was touched during the solemnisation of the marriage. One of their Sis in Christ said that to manage a marriage there is 6secrets which are:

1)marriage couple need to communicate as statistic shown marriage couple onli tok to each other 4mins per day &hence only 30mins per week when they starts living for a period of time.

2)both husband &wife need to be considerate towards each other &understand the needs of one another.

3)to be committed to this mariage. even how angry you are during a break out, divorce sld nver come into your mind instead sld tok things out.

PS: I see myself here, venting anger unneccessary &wanting to voice out break wid my babyy.

4)couple must learn to compromise as no one is both to be perfect, &there is no such things as incompatiblilty as we have to learn to give &take in a r/s.

5)courtship is impt even you had alrdy married. It is impt to make TIME for each other, it good to reminisce d good memories spent together during courship period.

6)Christ to be centerise in the marriage. Statistic shown couple who went to church, read the bible &say prayer regurlarly together, divorced rate reduced from 1 out of 50 to 1 out of 10501.

Your Relationship is Still Building Strength

You're relationship is fairly strong, but you're still working on making things solid. Make sure you're both treating each other with kindness and respect, even when things aren't going well.

How Strong Is Your Relationship?

*yippy* he is coming back tml le!! miss him loadsssss

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TANK - 非你莫屬

Lyrics

:你知道吗?

我很喜欢牵着你的手的感觉

发生什么样子我好希望再来一
次

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙
浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护
由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦
那人是你所以
不怕苦, 不怕苦...

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Babyy jus boarded the plane to changmai le. Hmm not really sad cuz onli 2days, but it d first time we separate for many days. will definitely miss him loads.

another thing to be happy for him is from now to his ORD which fall on d 14th mar only left 6working days &he has to clear 4 leave. whee~ can look for jobs tog wid him le. i noe im v.mushy &sticky. hee =)

I'll be goin down Changi Airport to fetch him home. cant wait to hug him in my arms again! !

babyy enjoy !

yea! im goin taiwan wid my peeps; cheryl, nise &kesh during mid march. we'll be staying at kesh's uncle house so lodging will be free! more $$ to shop *hurray*

im so lookin forward to this trip. cheryl told me loads of yummy yummy muz try at their night market. i wanna shop till xiao &go to their amusement park but cheryl say 60bucks sing$. however we might forsake d amusement park plan cuz cheryl doesnt dare to tk those rides &it is so expensive. *sob*

nonetheless im so excited!! cant wait d day to come man =) babyy u noe i'll miss you terribly de. love ya muckz

how it is like to have a V-Day candlelight dinner at Tanjong Rhu Blk 4A hawer centre?

d food lists goes this way:
1) 2 cups of ribena as pink champagne
appetizer
2) 5 famous Tanjong Rhu char siew baos
main
3) chicken cutlet set for me, probably steak for babyy
sides
4) 10sticks of chicken satay (no mutton plss) wid 2rice
5) hokkien mee wid loads of chili
dessert
6) cheng ting for me, pulut hitam for babyy

in addition, i'll bring along a 3sticks candlelight holder wid candles, lighter(cuz both of us don smoke) &a small vase wid roses.

hee, i like d idea. yummy~

im feelin v.v.v.emo right now. crying to myself for no reason.

for d past 2weeks, whenever i jolted back to d reality from my dreams/nightmares, i'll see red, raised bump and patches on my hands and legs. nobody can understand d sucky feelin i been having. i've been visiting d doc for countless times, popping loads of pills like nobody business &putting loads of cream on my rashes. Oh yea, my constipation jus dowan to kiss my ass gdbye. &now, i feelin feverish, throat v.sore, ass farkin pain &d whole body felt so itchy.

i felt like a cancer patient going thru numerous cancer chemotherapy, fighting d terminal illness alone. i noe babyy is always there but i myself noe dat how my body works &i need a much stronger dose of medicines to get well as my body alrdy immune le. whenever its time to eat medicines, deep down i'll get veri worked up, thinkin dat i've been eating so many days of medicines le why i haven recover & thus sometimes, i'll jus throw d pills out of d window or refuse to eat.

i wan to have a clean bill of health, no more falling sick &no more of popping pills. cant i jus stay sickless? is dat too much to ask from you GOD? pray for me pple.

GOD, pls stay wid me. heal me wid ya hand.

OMG!!

im so in love with this dress!



but i wont buy even i have d money cuz:

1) im not tall &slim to bring out d 美感 of this dress.
2) there is no special occasion for me to wear.
3) expensive, now cannot afford. LOL

Aww~ 真的太美了

}这.是.我.和.他.的.歌

♥遇到♥

Lyrics
你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了
知道今世我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了还是可以看到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

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on my way to work today, i passed by Esplanade Park along Connaught Drive where the 2007 Singapore River Hongbao will be held this year. d carnival will be held from 16th Feb - 4th Mar and there will be only 7 fireworks this year compare to 15 fireworks last year.

upon seeing d carnival, it reminisce the good memory i spent wid baby when we are still good fren. he introduced d Taiwan famous shaved ice with chocolate to me &instantly I fell in love wid this yummy. there is many food stalls selling yummlicious goodies like peddling thai kuay &tiny pancake with coconut filling, i still rem there is this stall selling mai yang tang which can shape into different zodiac animals.

we wandered aimlessly gazing through different kind of statues like the 12 animals zodiac signs, d FU LU SHOU XI and d beautiful decorations along the carnival. both of us even watched d fireworks tog &it d first time I watched these beautiful sparkles with a guy. aftermath, we headed home separately.

now looking back, it seem kidda ironic like our love have blossomed like these fireworks sparkles but hopefully our r/s are not so short-lived. yup, to-date we had alrdy watched 4-5times of fireworks tog le. there will be more to come =)

yea gtg, tml is my last day of SIP hence my supervisor treating me to HANS for lunch. i gave her a small lil gift ytd in return for her kind attention towards me during this 4mths of SIP. i tink im realli lucky to got her as my supervisor, may GOD bless her~

PS: girls, anyone interested to join me to sentosa wid my babyy &gang this coming sat if d outing is cfm.

my all time fav song brighten up my no-sunshine morning today! Love =P

}BLASTING

心动心痛 by 刘畊宏/许慧欣

Lyrics
宏:黑夜渗透了想念
偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单拖着记忆支离破碎
欣:原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
合:我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
合:为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
宏:慢慢远离的梦
欣:渐渐冷却冰封

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felt so unwell and weak for d past few days. headache, migraine &rashes worn-out my body in the vein of my enemy had given me a deadly combo hit. worst of all, i can’t even manage to sleep. d best way to beat the virus to build up the bodies natural defences by resting and yet i’m suffering from insomnia.

this morning when I woke up, i can felt my head spinning &immediately my heart felt a tinge of fear worrying d migraine will hit me again. babyy & i had the same symptom of migraine which will have d 'aura' which usually precedes an attack can leave us with blurred or distorted vision, nausea, lost of appetite, feelings of numbness in the body and sensitivity to light. very torturous!!

imagine me suffers since pri 4, &sad to say there is no cure for migraine. Different migraine sufferers have different trigger. For me, the common trigger that sparks my migraine attack is bright or flickering lights, vivid visual effects; emotional upsets anxiety, stress, over exertion or exhaustion, lack of sleep and caffeine.

that why, lately felt so weak &lazy to go out. sorry to jol, lingz &eme for not joining you all for the Chocolate Buffet ytd evening. Hopefully all these illness will shoo &recover before CNY. i loves those CNY yummy goodies!!

You Are Strength

You represent both fiery energy and steadfast will. You are innocent and naive - yet unafraid and undaunted. Perhaps you don't have the most powerful physical strength. But your mental powers make up for any amount of muscle. Your fortune: Lately, you have been a pillar of ethics and moral strength. And while things may be difficult, your faith in yourself will come through. You may need to conquer the animalistic nature of yourself or others, with gentle force. Although this may seem like the darkest hour for you, victory is near.

What Tarot Card Are You?

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Because You♥Me

原来爱情这么伤



i felt so terrible right now, crying to myself in d toilet for d past 2hrs. i felt weak, confuse &helpless.

i hate myself to be lidat, but what more i can do?


PS: Babes, jus wanna say thank for being there =)

finally, whoa~ d new blogger really gave mii a big headace. i've go through all d trouble to change d HTML code to XHTML. after some researchs, i realised i can revert the wiget template to d normal template which is using HTML. LOL, such a blur queen. nonetheless, it good to research &recap all d codes i learnt in school.

having stiff shoulder for d past 3days, babyy concluded i've not been sleeping well in d night, been tosing here &there. however my torture didnt end, i have skin allergy hence causing mii to have rashes over my hand &leg. imagine d doc gave mii 4weeks of MC. Damn itchy can! babyy didnt slp well too, keep holding my hand prevents mii to scratch myself. gelt alil guilty as he needa to wake up at 7am.

kk, I turning in le.

will you be there whenever I need you?