Ralph Lauren parcel: Priscilla, Yun, Zhen's present from Devon and mine .
F21 parcel: Nadia, Michelle and mine .
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
ytd marked the last paper .
i did really badly this sem .
so much issues happened at home .
really feel disheartening in doing everything .
i really want to grad fast and start working !
nonetheless, i believe i'll pass the 3modules &move on to next sem .
Jesus said: "Believe and you will receive."
This sentence always remained so vividly in my mind.
indeed, while typing this post i felt peace in my heart.
I know God's super abounded grace is working on me .
Thanks Lord.
i did really badly this sem .
so much issues happened at home .
really feel disheartening in doing everything .
i really want to grad fast and start working !
nonetheless, i believe i'll pass the 3modules &move on to next sem .
Jesus said: "Believe and you will receive."
This sentence always remained so vividly in my mind.
indeed, while typing this post i felt peace in my heart.
I know God's super abounded grace is working on me .
Thanks Lord.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Friday, August 7, 2009
Finally!
My classmates &I had just submitted the sucky 4.5words essay .
It wasn't easy for us to finish within a short time-frame under the coaching of the sucky cum self-centered lecturer.
All of us DISLIKE him !
I almost gave up, however with my besties' encouragement, I managed to pull through this rough patch !
Thanks you all so much ! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
So well done guys that we finally get over that phase! APPLAUSE !!
I jus hope that i can get a PA man!
Lord, pls bless the lecturer with super gd mood when he's marking our papers. AMEN
now left with 4more assignments !
Alicia, Keep it goin !!
Btw catch The Hangover over the weekends.
Super hilarious !!!!
I just get this movie out of my head man !!
It is a must watch !
love the baby so much can ! damn cute !
My classmates &I had just submitted the sucky 4.5words essay .
It wasn't easy for us to finish within a short time-frame under the coaching of the sucky cum self-centered lecturer.
All of us DISLIKE him !
I almost gave up, however with my besties' encouragement, I managed to pull through this rough patch !
Thanks you all so much ! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
So well done guys that we finally get over that phase! APPLAUSE !!
I jus hope that i can get a PA man!
Lord, pls bless the lecturer with super gd mood when he's marking our papers. AMEN
now left with 4more assignments !
Alicia, Keep it goin !!
Btw catch The Hangover over the weekends.
Super hilarious !!!!
I just get this movie out of my head man !!
It is a must watch !
love the baby so much can ! damn cute !
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
i really miss him so much that i fear to pick up his call .
i promise him i wont tear .
i was behaving fine for the past 2weeks .
&only left 5more days to go, yet im feeling freaking moody .
i was feeling fine when hwee and sher came to my house to slack .
after they left, my pms starts to act on me .
worst still, im having really bad headache right now .
i wanna slp but cant slp !
i wanna do research for SM, yet i cant focus !
i hate to feel this way !!!!!!!
GOD, stay with me .
Father, I declare i can do nothing of myself .
I just rest and trust in you to take care of my headache &emotions.
Amen .
PS to Sher &Hwee: thanks for coming over . <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
i promise him i wont tear .
i was behaving fine for the past 2weeks .
&only left 5more days to go, yet im feeling freaking moody .
i was feeling fine when hwee and sher came to my house to slack .
after they left, my pms starts to act on me .
worst still, im having really bad headache right now .
i wanna slp but cant slp !
i wanna do research for SM, yet i cant focus !
i hate to feel this way !!!!!!!
GOD, stay with me .
Father, I declare i can do nothing of myself .
I just rest and trust in you to take care of my headache &emotions.
Amen .
PS to Sher &Hwee: thanks for coming over . <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Monday, July 6, 2009
last friday, baby asked if I heard abt the Korea girl band, Wonder Girls. I said no .
then he showed me one of their famous song's MTV, Nobody .
he told me that one night while he and his reservist's mates were preparing to sleep, 5 of his friends randomly dance and sing this song for them . hahaha !
the image of them dancing this song is damn hilarious .
im glad he's having fun in camp .
&i told him i'll try to learn this dance for him . Gee .
Lingz found this ! So hilarious can !
im missing the love of my life so much now !!
yea i want nobody nobody nobody but YOU !
jus one more week !!
Monday, June 29, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
insomnia is acting on me again .
needa wake up at 7am &work is going to be a long &hectic day.
die man .
i simply hate the feeling of tossing &turning , making me so frustrated . meanwhile i scare i'll disturb him .
sometimes i know i've to be contended with what i have now ,
but greediness just took control of me all the times .
i know im expecting too much from him & this r/s . &yet he nver give up on me.
i felt this moment of happiness by looking &touching his sleep face, lying on his chest hearing to his heartbeat &snoring and the warm hug he gave me .
some of my family members &friends was telling me abt our vast qualification thingy might affect the direction of our lives in the future .
i know this man is still the one i love deeply .
no matter how hard it takes, i cant jus give up so easily .
i know he will work hard for our future as well .
love you .
His 24th Bday !
the bday boy ! acting emo .
jap restaurant chosen by him. the food is damn delicious, definitely worth the money !!
my babyy look so round now! but still cute with his mi mi yan . my slanted mouth looks scary ! lOls !
after dinner, he bought me to the Henderson Waves Bridge .
the bridge damn prettyy can !
I was super excited &tiring at the same time !
cuz i climbed up the slope with my pair of killer heels !
i almost die man .
this pathway symbolises the long journey that we both promised to walk hand in hand towards our future .
yummilicious strawberry cheesecake baked by Karen !
&im super glad he likes the cake.
once again, happy bday my dear!!
needa wake up at 7am &work is going to be a long &hectic day.
die man .
i simply hate the feeling of tossing &turning , making me so frustrated . meanwhile i scare i'll disturb him .
sometimes i know i've to be contended with what i have now ,
but greediness just took control of me all the times .
i know im expecting too much from him & this r/s . &yet he nver give up on me.
i felt this moment of happiness by looking &touching his sleep face, lying on his chest hearing to his heartbeat &snoring and the warm hug he gave me .
some of my family members &friends was telling me abt our vast qualification thingy might affect the direction of our lives in the future .
i know this man is still the one i love deeply .
no matter how hard it takes, i cant jus give up so easily .
i know he will work hard for our future as well .
love you .
His 24th Bday !
the bday boy ! acting emo .
jap restaurant chosen by him. the food is damn delicious, definitely worth the money !!
my babyy look so round now! but still cute with his mi mi yan . my slanted mouth looks scary ! lOls !
after dinner, he bought me to the Henderson Waves Bridge .
the bridge damn prettyy can !
I was super excited &tiring at the same time !
cuz i climbed up the slope with my pair of killer heels !
i almost die man .
this pathway symbolises the long journey that we both promised to walk hand in hand towards our future .
yummilicious strawberry cheesecake baked by Karen !
&im super glad he likes the cake.
once again, happy bday my dear!!
Sunday, May 10, 2009
slept at 2am, woke up 4am .
i seriously need to tune back to the regular slping time as im starting work on Monday . extra income on the way !!
went to IKEA with Cheryl ytd afternoon to get some nice boxes .
finally had my Swedish meatballs after so much craving of it !
aftermath went to Tampines One for shopping therapy.
thanks for accompany me Ms Cheryl ! love you !!
&at last! i'd finished packing my room .
it looks neater now .
no more lecture notes &textbooks lying around le .
exams have officially ended !
i need some beauty slp badly .
need to wake up early to go church .
but my mind is super active .
&my heart is in a state of confusion .
r/s is such a pain in the neck yet so many pple want to fall for it .
&you're right, im one of that many pple . contridicting isit it ?
i guess, if im no longer with him, i'll opt for singlehood for a v.v.long period of time .
no doubt he is a good man with good temper .
in everyone eyes, im the devil he is the angel .
i jus felt so bu shuang whenever we had an argument, stereotypes took place in pple's mind, "must be Alicia's fault", "must be her hot temper" .
cuz he always giving in to me &tolerating my bad temper .
how abt me tolerating his weaknesses, no one see that .
no one see the efforts im putting in to maintain this r/s .
i jus celebrated his bday on 7th May, with the effort of me planning ahead of where to eat and ordering his cake in one mth advance from Karen. He loved the food &the cake. we'd an enjoyable celebration that night but happiness is indeed short-lived.
&jus ytd, we had a fight again .
im really sick of all the fights &arguments, the guessing &the lying games, crying uncontrollably and the feeling of my heart tearing into thousands of pieces .
why must i feel this way when i know he wont ?
there are times i felt super idiotic when he is out watching soccer with his friends, prawning or playing bball/cage happily &laughing after we had a huge fight .
why must i be the only suffering ?
all the wretchedness and heartbreaks accumulated in me is causing me to become crazy .
i really detest him &this r/s .
i can never forget what he said to me ytd, those words seem like a tight slap snapping me back to the harsh reality .
&i really detest myself for behaving this way !!
i seriously need to tune back to the regular slping time as im starting work on Monday . extra income on the way !!
went to IKEA with Cheryl ytd afternoon to get some nice boxes .
finally had my Swedish meatballs after so much craving of it !
aftermath went to Tampines One for shopping therapy.
thanks for accompany me Ms Cheryl ! love you !!
&at last! i'd finished packing my room .
it looks neater now .
no more lecture notes &textbooks lying around le .
exams have officially ended !
i need some beauty slp badly .
need to wake up early to go church .
but my mind is super active .
&my heart is in a state of confusion .
r/s is such a pain in the neck yet so many pple want to fall for it .
&you're right, im one of that many pple . contridicting isit it ?
i guess, if im no longer with him, i'll opt for singlehood for a v.v.long period of time .
no doubt he is a good man with good temper .
in everyone eyes, im the devil he is the angel .
i jus felt so bu shuang whenever we had an argument, stereotypes took place in pple's mind, "must be Alicia's fault", "must be her hot temper" .
cuz he always giving in to me &tolerating my bad temper .
how abt me tolerating his weaknesses, no one see that .
no one see the efforts im putting in to maintain this r/s .
i jus celebrated his bday on 7th May, with the effort of me planning ahead of where to eat and ordering his cake in one mth advance from Karen. He loved the food &the cake. we'd an enjoyable celebration that night but happiness is indeed short-lived.
&jus ytd, we had a fight again .
im really sick of all the fights &arguments, the guessing &the lying games, crying uncontrollably and the feeling of my heart tearing into thousands of pieces .
why must i feel this way when i know he wont ?
there are times i felt super idiotic when he is out watching soccer with his friends, prawning or playing bball/cage happily &laughing after we had a huge fight .
why must i be the only suffering ?
all the wretchedness and heartbreaks accumulated in me is causing me to become crazy .
i really detest him &this r/s .
i can never forget what he said to me ytd, those words seem like a tight slap snapping me back to the harsh reality .
&i really detest myself for behaving this way !!
Sunday, May 3, 2009
jus came back from overnight study session with YangRu, SiangChoon &Kliff .
YangRu &me went to SiangChoon's home for jamming before fetching Kliff to McD .
it was my first jamming session &it was fun !!
SiangChoon taught me how to play the keyboard &i managed to play the C chord (i guess so) .
im so so determine to learn from them after exam .
more jamming session pls !!
&i really felt much much more better after the jamming session .
heartbreaks &moodiness was replaced by smiles &laughter .
studying for me today wasnt so productive compared to thurs . lOls .
i really enjoyed their company with nver ending topics &open discussions .
btw, on my way home, i saw a major accident .
a black car was on lane 3 &the badly crashed red car was on lane 2 facing the opposing direction .
the metal bar near to lane 1 was dented, probably hit by the red car, with 2tyres on the ground .
it really disheartening to see such accident .
thus drivers' responsibility towards safety is really impt .
due to the irregular slping time, stress, exam, love affair and having too much coffee &McD, i can really feel my body's mechanisms not performing at their best performances.
i tink im falling sick .
PM paper was okie . jus that i wasted alot of marks, due to my poor time management .
i guess a DI or HD isnt within reach . disappointed once again .
now, left OT paper .
no matter how much disappointment is filled within me ,
i know i have to finish this last lap of the race .
i jus need to have more faith in myself .
YangRu &me went to SiangChoon's home for jamming before fetching Kliff to McD .
it was my first jamming session &it was fun !!
SiangChoon taught me how to play the keyboard &i managed to play the C chord (i guess so) .
im so so determine to learn from them after exam .
more jamming session pls !!
&i really felt much much more better after the jamming session .
heartbreaks &moodiness was replaced by smiles &laughter .
studying for me today wasnt so productive compared to thurs . lOls .
i really enjoyed their company with nver ending topics &open discussions .
btw, on my way home, i saw a major accident .
a black car was on lane 3 &the badly crashed red car was on lane 2 facing the opposing direction .
the metal bar near to lane 1 was dented, probably hit by the red car, with 2tyres on the ground .
it really disheartening to see such accident .
thus drivers' responsibility towards safety is really impt .
due to the irregular slping time, stress, exam, love affair and having too much coffee &McD, i can really feel my body's mechanisms not performing at their best performances.
i tink im falling sick .
PM paper was okie . jus that i wasted alot of marks, due to my poor time management .
i guess a DI or HD isnt within reach . disappointed once again .
now, left OT paper .
no matter how much disappointment is filled within me ,
i know i have to finish this last lap of the race .
i jus need to have more faith in myself .
Thursday, April 30, 2009
INV paper was easy .
but im goin to fail this paper .
i didnt have time to finish the paper .
again ??!! i questioned myself once more .
and guess what, is 30 over marks .
friends was asking, "how abt the remaining 70% ?"
i can be very frank, due to my carelessness, i dont even know whether i can get at least 20% out of the 70% .
the possibility of passing is equivilent to zero .
im really feeling very sad .
all the effort and hard work had gone to waste .
is it because i didnt work hard enuff ?
or my mind wasnt thinking straight due to lack of sleep ?
or studies is jus not meant for stupid pple like me ?
both ER and INV was a bonkers .
i know i definitely have to re-module INV, ER maybe .
im not being pessimistic, jus wanna be truthful to myself .
but now, i know i still gotta work hard for PM &OT.
im goin to put all these negatives thought aside .
have a good rest aftermath is the time to strive for better results.
night everyone .
but im goin to fail this paper .
i didnt have time to finish the paper .
again ??!! i questioned myself once more .
and guess what, is 30 over marks .
friends was asking, "how abt the remaining 70% ?"
i can be very frank, due to my carelessness, i dont even know whether i can get at least 20% out of the 70% .
the possibility of passing is equivilent to zero .
im really feeling very sad .
all the effort and hard work had gone to waste .
is it because i didnt work hard enuff ?
or my mind wasnt thinking straight due to lack of sleep ?
or studies is jus not meant for stupid pple like me ?
both ER and INV was a bonkers .
i know i definitely have to re-module INV, ER maybe .
im not being pessimistic, jus wanna be truthful to myself .
but now, i know i still gotta work hard for PM &OT.
im goin to put all these negatives thought aside .
have a good rest aftermath is the time to strive for better results.
night everyone .
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
ER paper was a disappointment !
im glad that the tips that mr chia gave us came out .
but 2hrs for 4 short essays is really not enuff .
i couldnt finished my last question .
out of the 4 questions i attempted ,
im only confident of my 2 answers .
the question on HRM i totally flunk it !
i misinterpreted the question .
im so stupid for not writing down the 2 most impt HRM models !!
im really so disappointed in myself !
i doubt i can get DI for ER le.
&now, i really don have the mood to study for my inv module whereby the paper is tml.
my mind is full of ER paper .
i know i gotta let it go and score well for the rest of the papers
but i feeling dammit anguish !
arggghhh !!
im glad that the tips that mr chia gave us came out .
but 2hrs for 4 short essays is really not enuff .
i couldnt finished my last question .
out of the 4 questions i attempted ,
im only confident of my 2 answers .
the question on HRM i totally flunk it !
i misinterpreted the question .
im so stupid for not writing down the 2 most impt HRM models !!
im really so disappointed in myself !
i doubt i can get DI for ER le.
&now, i really don have the mood to study for my inv module whereby the paper is tml.
my mind is full of ER paper .
i know i gotta let it go and score well for the rest of the papers
but i feeling dammit anguish !
arggghhh !!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
slept at 2.24am .
woke up at 5.10am .
the stress level in me is increasing as exam is getting nearer .
got back all my assignments' results except for inv grp report .
kidda disappointed in some as i know i can fare much better than that .&for the first time, im going to take 3 papers within a week .
ER - 29th
INV - 30th
PM - 2nd
OT - 7th
its really killing me .
i need to work even harder .
God, bless me with strength &wisdom .
Amen .
woke up at 5.10am .
the stress level in me is increasing as exam is getting nearer .
got back all my assignments' results except for inv grp report .
kidda disappointed in some as i know i can fare much better than that .&for the first time, im going to take 3 papers within a week .
ER - 29th
INV - 30th
PM - 2nd
OT - 7th
its really killing me .
i need to work even harder .
God, bless me with strength &wisdom .
Amen .
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
To Mr KC,
By 王力宏 &張靚穎 - 另一個天堂
你取代 前一秒我生命的空白
問題忽然找到答案
不用解釋也明白
你的微笑 是一個暗號
我能解讀 那多美好
夢想不大 想永遠停在 這一秒
你為我的世界 重新彩繪
是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中的更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
另一個夢想 有無限的快樂
相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
只想陪在你身邊
我等待 下一刻再相遇的精彩
每天每天 越來越愛
邏輯就這麼簡單
是你轉到 同一個頻道
定位我的 幸福座標
我多渺小 能深愛著你 最重要
想把妳的明天 仔細翻閱
是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
另一個夢想 有無限的快樂
相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線
是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
每一個夢想 有無限的快樂
相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
我只想陪在你身邊
By 王力宏 &張靚穎 - 另一個天堂
你取代 前一秒我生命的空白
問題忽然找到答案
不用解釋也明白
你的微笑 是一個暗號
我能解讀 那多美好
夢想不大 想永遠停在 這一秒
你為我的世界 重新彩繪
是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中的更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
另一個夢想 有無限的快樂
相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
只想陪在你身邊
我等待 下一刻再相遇的精彩
每天每天 越來越愛
邏輯就這麼簡單
是你轉到 同一個頻道
定位我的 幸福座標
我多渺小 能深愛著你 最重要
想把妳的明天 仔細翻閱
是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
另一個夢想 有無限的快樂
相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線
是你帶我找到 另一個天堂
遠比想像中更美
我們懷抱裏的 這一個天堂
每一個夢想 有無限的快樂
相信你是我的 另一個天堂
給的愛多麼純粹
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
愛是直達的路線
因為你而存在 這一個天堂
我只想陪在你身邊
Monday, April 13, 2009
this video is so touching !
it really inspired and taught me to cherish my love .
how i wish i have a beautifully imperfect relationship with him .
love is not in the air for the both of us these past few weeks .
but i know we can work thru all hurdles tog, hand in hand for a brighter future .
&im sorry for what i'd done and said in the past .
i promise i'll cherish and love you in a much better way .
Mr KC,
i <3 you loads.
Monday, April 6, 2009
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