i really miss him so much that i fear to pick up his call .
i promise him i wont tear .
i was behaving fine for the past 2weeks .
&only left 5more days to go, yet im feeling freaking moody .
i was feeling fine when hwee and sher came to my house to slack .
after they left, my pms starts to act on me .
worst still, im having really bad headache right now .
i wanna slp but cant slp !
i wanna do research for SM, yet i cant focus !
i hate to feel this way !!!!!!!

GOD, stay with me .
Father, I declare i can do nothing of myself .
I just rest and trust in you to take care of my headache &emotions.
Amen .

PS to Sher &Hwee: thanks for coming over . <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

last friday, baby asked if I heard abt the Korea girl band, Wonder Girls. I said no .
then he showed me one of their famous song's MTV, Nobody .




he told me that one night while he and his reservist's mates were preparing to sleep, 5 of his friends randomly dance and sing this song for them . hahaha !
the image of them dancing this song is damn hilarious .
im glad he's having fun in camp .
&i told him i'll try to learn this dance for him . Gee .

Lingz found this ! So hilarious can !


im missing the love of my life so much now !!
yea i want nobody nobody nobody but YOU !


jus one more week !!