im left with 3more days to OB exam.
as the date get nearer, my mind starts to erect a state of confusion and anxiety.
im not sure am i fully prepare for this exam, but i know some people around me is kidda worry that im goin overboard with the way i study.
i tried to relax myself like watching Game Plan on thursday night with babyy and gang. the show is good, hilarious and definitely makes me cheer up alot. Dwayne the Rock is such a good actor. &he is yummy!
when i reached home, i saw 2bowls of bird nest on the dining tbl. one for me and the other bowl for babyy. ah ma knows that i did not eat anything that day cuz i lost my appetite lately. Hence she buys me chicken essence and boils bird nest for me so i only had bird nest that day.
after baby left, instead of preparing to bed, i start taking out the notes &textbook and study till 5am.
i reckon the stress in me threaten my self-esteem that makes me behave in this manner.
i met up with my sim babes the next day for revision.
in the late evening, we went to have desert!
i wanna tk a nap when i reached home. but the moment i closed my eyes, i saw many words appearing before me. i opened my eyes and finally broke down into tears.
the devil in me asked me to give up and stop pushing myself so hard.
but i really cant.
i promised my dad i will extremely hard to get good grades for him.
but im so scare that i will fail him.
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